Penelope's Poem Wall

The Heartbeat

One fateful night

A girl fast asleep on her pillow

... Has a visitor

The visitor, indescribable

He's dark, gloomy, filled to the brim with dread

He looms over her

Comtemplating on how to take her

So he stops her heart, just like that

She doesn't die

He waits

Her hearts starts to beat again

Thump, Thump, Thump, Thump, Thump

He tries again

She still lives

Thump, Thump, Thump

He leaves as silently as he came

Knowing this one is going to be a fighter

Still hearing the

Thump, Thump, Thump, Thump, Thump

Suddenly

The sun was shining down on my face

The bees humming in my ear

The butterflies flying all around

The breeze is gently blowing

The joy I feel is over whelming

The birds are calling

But then oh, wait!

The skies are darkening

The storm rises fast

The thunder I hear is getting louder

The lightning I see is so bright

The rain feels like needles

The chills all over me

And then I'm laying there

Taking it all in

The storm takes me away with it

The Monster and the Boy

As he sits on the carpet

Blood streaming down his wrist

The scratches growing longer

He is staring down the monster

He can never get rid of the monster

It only fades when the blade is cutting

His tears cloud his visions

He bandages his wrist

He lays down and sleeps

The next night he will do the same

Every night is the same routine

Feel so trapped then make the monster fade

Wake up like nothing happened

The monster is his shadow

He is ignoring it until nighttime

He is smiling with his family

The monster looming over him

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The Girl and Her Addiction

This addiction can happen to anyone

This girl has fell into the trap

The addicition consumes her

She sits in her room

Repeating the same steps...

Wake up,

Go to school,

Be "happy",

Do her work,

At night that's when she can't get away

The addiciton calls to her everynight

She gives in

She can't even remember when it started

Nobody knows; no one will ever know

She will stop when she wants or

When she's caught

She now is balled up in bed

Crying out her eyes like everynight

Right after she gives in

This girl has an addiction

She can't Stop

Love is Many Things

Love is a jewel of great desire

Or a murder weapon

Depending on how you treat it

See, without love there would be no happiness

And yet with love there are a lot of broken hearts

Love is like a riddle

Love is very tricky

You "know" well enough what love is

No you don't, no one does

Love is bad until it's turned good

Love is an addiction, but it keeps you happy

Until you're stabbed by the same thing

You figure out it wasn't "true" love

Love is good and bad

Love is kindness and being in "love"

Love is caring and watching out

Love is many things.

My Secrets

The secrets of my life have captured my soul

Locked away, only leaving scars

To show how many I have

I can't tell you how many there are

Only that there are many

I remember when I only had one

Life was so easy, but the secrets piled

As life grew longer, I collected more

Creating multiple scars upon my soul

Everytime I think of one of my secrets

One scars opens into a wound, trickling blood once more

My mind has these secrets so locked up

I may not tell them aloud

I am forever trapped by My Secrets.

I Gave In, I Gave Up

When i was little, I was the perfect child

As I grew older, I had to try hard to stay good

Then finally one day I just gave in

I gave into depression and anorexia and...

I gave into life, I had lost the power to fight

My family slowly seperated from me

I now stay in my room like a hermit

I gave into being alone, people telling me they're there

They are not, I gave up hope

I also gave up on love and life

I tried to get rid of life, sadly it stayed

I didn't know much life meant, but still

I gave up on everything I knew

Never knowing when I'll get it all back.